Sara Hammerzmith

The thing with this album, is that it’s perfect, alright. Everything on this album, “Hated” is just perfect, I don’t even…

Actually, haha, I didn’t even think about the fact I was gonna write about my Sister shirt as a Sister song came on…  Either way.

Thing is, I can’t make up my mind on what to do with it. I need it for Helsinki next week, but I refuse to keep it as it is. But I as well, I don’t know what to do with it.

At first I had this over epic planning on what to do with it, but I became unsure. The over epic thing is making slighlty many holes, not like Jamies shirt for you who might think, but instead of / of just cutting open the cleveage, I figured I could do cuts on the side, on the back, under and overbust.

Question is. Do or don’t? SUGG PLEASE!

NP: Too Bad For You – Sister
// Sara

One of my favourite Michael Monroe songs. Mike is all party really, I feel so good from his music and the concert of his was one of the best I have seen in a long long time.

Concerts are the best really.  First of all, you get to hear great music played live by the bands you love, cause I taketh for granted you go to concerts that is at least within your most liked music. Second, you get to share the moment (as last years Eurovisions slogan was) with people who love the same music as you, and probably love concerts and such just as much as you, allowing you to get new great friends.

I also love the lifestyle that comes with it. Maybe its just me (and my friends) who does it like this, a little trashy a little sleazy, living out in the streets looking like we’ve been on dope for many years. Without having, just wanted to make that clear. This makes it extremly cheap to go to concerts really – the shows in Finland I’ve been too, have always stayed under two grands, that including all busses, food, flights, merch and what not. And isn’t that really the best. The more the merrier, right?

Sitting on the trainfloor in Finland, just because we can.

This rises a question really. From time to time I don’t know what to write about. And considering I have at least a few people returning here everyday, tell me, what do YOU want to read about? It could be anything – concertmemories, tips on how to go cheaply to concerts, horsememories, The Sims-memories, Favourite CD’s.. I don’t know! SUGGESTIONS PLEASE! All of you.

NP: Hair – Lady Gaga
// Sara

Opening track on the most recent Reckless Love CD, and seriously, it’s perfect… EVEN the cheesy lyrics is just.. perfect. PARTHEY.

I seriously feel like a biomechanic man right now. This is what stablework do to you…  Good grief.  Good thing I’m working tomorrow again! Or wait…

Either way, while discussing clothes from Gina Tricot with Sara (yes, how long does clothing stay from them? Found a few pieces I really want, but I hesitate to buy before Djermani...) I realized that just next week, the madness kind of kicks off. Hardcore Superstar on friday with Maria, Finland the week after that and then the long planned and long wanted… Djermani. The time will pass so fast during the weeks, I promise…

Does anyone by the way know wether you are allowed or not to have drinks(unalcoholic) in your CHECKED IN luggage on the airport? Or do we have to buy that in Frankfurt? We figured we’d have some sort of chilling out time when we get to Lichtenfels, and considering we come to Lichtenfels around 10pm, mostly EVERYTHING (But Paunchy Cats?!) will be closed… So bringing it from Sweden it is!

But okay. No more boring, I’ll give you one of the greater Van Canto songs instead.

NP: On The Radio – Reckless Love
// Sara

The new Hardcore Superstar tune, fucking love it. They should play it together with “Bully”, would be epic as hell.

Okay, today my life became kind of complete.

You know, whenever I go to the stables and get a horse I’m not expecting, thats a huge mindfuck and I always go raging, at least on the inside. So I got to the stable today, I even brought Maria to film Donna Mays epic heavy metal moves, so I checked the first paper – well theory, as expected, then I looked at the other paper.

The first thing I noticed was that it wasn’t Donna’s name on the list. Raging begins. “What the hell? Why don’t I have Donna, why have they given me… ” *looks closer* “Sara – Lady Axa”.

Wait. Wait, Maria, does it say Lady Axa? Like, FOR REAL? Myes. It did. All raging just stopped for a moment. MY BABYGIRL. ASJDLASJDSALJDALJ <- Thats what I felt, literally.

Theory went well.. I don’t even know what it’s called in english, but what we did was to drive the horses like you do in trotraces, but without a wagon… haha, how lame it sounds, there is probably a more proper word for it, but I guess you understand. Maria and I had Winerva – or as we call her now, The Fork Horse, mainly because she has a fork on top of her white stripe. Or I think it looks somewhat like a devils fork. So ok, we have the Fork Horse and the Salmon. Went pretty good, Forky was nicer than I’d expected her to be!

Then we had the ponyriding.. alltså hahaha. Everyone in the ‘stablegroup’ had a pony each and it was just.. hahahaha. That’s really all there is to say, first of all we rode bareback and had a few games, then trying out a “Captains Turnover” on the horseback, and the other ones cantered without any reins. Was pretty fun lesson haha, but the main reason was really because it was with my babyhorse. God how I’ve missed her.

Like I said, insane day. Tomorrow awaits stablework, so does Sunday and I’ll just keep listen to Hardcore Superstar just for another moment. We Don’t Celebrate Sundays aye?

NP: We Don’t Need A Cure – Hardcore Superstar
//Sara

Ah, the nostalgia when put on HammerFall! One of the Songs I like the best.

Today we had our first TV crew meeting.. And yeah well, it could have gone better really! Haha, first ten – twenty minutes we were just HALLO ARE YOU THERE constantly. But I think we managed to get a start somewhat after a while, and we will keep working on it.

But I wanna talk about something completly different. About GWAR.

Today we learned that GWAR’s guitarist Cory Smoot AKA Flattus Maximus have passed away.

This shocked me. I heard about it a few hours ago, and I’m still speechless. It’s… People who knows me knows about my rather hatred towards GWAR, but I’d never wish someone dead, and a band should never have to go through this. GWAR, family & friends of Cory – I’m so sorry for your loss.

So, what I wanted to say was, May you Rest In Peace, Flattus! You will be missed. 

(Picture taken from Spanish Wikipedia)

// Sara

Van Canto, pretty awesome band. I just purely love this song and the feeling it gives you.. Gah!

Today’s been gooo. Was supposed to go to the library to make the last blogentry, however, I managed to loan the book, so did that instead. Tomorrow’s the last day, and I’m kinda nervous about it. The course and the communication hasn’t worked out so well, but my mother said that the worst thing that can happen is that I’ll have to retake the course next year. And honestly, how horrible is that? Not at all to be honest, haha.

Like I said yesterday, went to the stable to see Julia, was so cool to see her again! And I’ll probably see her on the next break too, and by that time we will probably even ride together with her! That will be kickass.

Okay, now it’s three weeks left ’til we hit it off to Germany for a couple of days of decadence, and I was planning to get new speakers to my iPod… however, I managed to find my old one AND realizing it actually worked pretty well, so decided I’ll bring that one instead of a big CD player! And it will be kickass for summerfestivals… ahh! I can’t wait to kick stuff off! I really have the bestest of friends, bestest company ever, I can’t wait to get on the road again.

From my birthdayparty this year. Love you all, even yoy who aren’t on the picture.

No, what about submitting those reviews…

See yah!
NP: Master Of Puppets – Van Canto
//Sara

It’s such a fantastic song I’m not even fidning it funny. Sure the lyrics are so inimaginative, and so Reckless Loveish, but I still love it.. haha.

Today’s been great. SOOO productive it ain’t even fun, I think I finnish three or four weeks of work in like an hour. Why I didn’t do this earlier I don’t know, I just know I feel pretty kickass right now. I also were in stables helping out as I from now on do every tuesday, and I booked the last parts of my Finland trip in two weeks.
Like I said, productive day haha.

Talking about Finland… it will be the third time I see Stala&SO., and Honey Hellraiser for that matter. Haha, last time in Helsinki was insane, I dont even… soo much happened. Will be great to see the boys again, as well as my dear german friends!

It feels good now, but somewhat kinda empty you know. I have four concerts left this year, and the first one will actually kick in next week (Hardcore Superstar here in my hometown) and then the insanity of travelling around begins. But I’ll have fun. Loads, I’ll travel with amazing people, and the ‘break’ after Mötley Crüe will probably be just awesome for me and my fellow mates to catch the breathe before we go hard in 2012. We started a new little secret project, and we will make the first thing with it this year, and then walk the line in 2012. I’m looking forward, this is so gooo.

Loving it.

On the schedule for tomorrow is to catch up with Julia from Extreme Horse Makeover who is coming to town for a dressagecourse, as well as doing the last schoolwork (due thursday!! aah!)

NP: Fight – Reckless Love
// Sara

That’s something Facebook would say. And it’s something I use.

Does anyone remember, of my blog readers, what happened?

Probably not. But I sure do.

On this day, one year ago, Mr Kita left Lordi. My favouritemember, my inspirationalsource. Just like that, he was gone. I did sure expect it coming at the time, but it still feels… empty.

But I have gotten over it by now. It’s okay now. Really.

But I still miss him.
// Sara