My Mystic Mind

Woohoo people! Stayed at home all day trying to prepare for Frankfurt, which is harder than you might imagine. Had to clean my entire room and trying to figure out what to bring and what not to bring, and since I always get very, very, VERY depressed prior to traveling, it’s not really an easy task.

I don’t really know what it is – but I don’t think I’m the only one in this world, who actually gets DEPRESSED prior to a journey. I’m not excited, I’m just anxious. Not about anything happening, just about going on the trip as it is. I have a small idea on why it is like this this time around, but all the other times? Why does it happen? Don’t understand it. Doesn’t exactly help, as I get paralyzed when I’m down like that and can’t do shit. And then I end up having to do everything in the last minute and that’s when I get aggressive towards people. I’m surprised people still want to travel with me.

But you know, one good thing has happened today. And that is me finishing the Amaranthe top! From the beginning it was a doublesided MASSIVE ADDICTIVE shirt, like this


But then we turned it into this!


I’m having some plans for the backside of it, but that’ll have to wait. Now, I need sleep. School tomorrow, meeting in the stable and then hit the bed because we need to go to Frankfurt. Woho!

// Sara

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