Sara Hammerzmith

A Crashdïet song. I hate that I love it. It reminds me of these girls I’m so jealous and hate so much, it’s scary.

I’m sick. And I’ve been since Wednesday. But I’m getting better. Right now it’s ONLY my throat that hurts, which sucks, because I had TWO cups of tea, 3 pills of Strepsils and 2 pills of Mucoangin, still not working. Fuck.

I had to skip my riding today though. But it’s ok, I were going to have Dolly.  And it was jumping, so yeah, it’s ok.

I don’t feel for writing right now, my throat hurts like hell, Good Night!

Np: Heeding The Call – HammerFall
// Sara

… isn’t only the title on my new story, but also a great song made my the boss, Bruce Springsteen. I got one of his greatest hits album the other day, I really need to update my record collection, since it has reach a point where I don’t have anything fun to listen to.

How’s my day been? No wait – Let me being with tuesday, yesterday!

Tuesday
Been in school. Had some science, but it didn’t work out. And I forgot my assignment at home. Great. After that we had a maths test. And it felt great you know? At least I answered ALL the questions, even the A- ones. (I usually only answer the B+ ones) After that I actually went to Elin’s for a while. She’s a classmate of mine, and we’ve really gotten close the most recent days, I’d say ^^. So at hers we had a little heart to heart talk, and I also got to see her wonderful apartment! It’s so nice, haha!

During the evening it was time for Shear Genius. It was the moste HORRIBLE episode of Shear Genius.
Yes.
PAULO WAS ELIMINATED.
Paulo. My Paulo. MY PAULO!!!!
It was him vs Nicole, and Nicole were safe. I love Nicole, so that’s fine. Who won the fucking challenge? CHARLIE OF COURSE!!!!! Can someone kill him? The challenges was however to cut a child ( shortcut) and Elimination was to cut someone of the other participants beloved famliy. Paulo cut Charlie’s sister, and I think Dee cut Paulo’s cousin.

Wednesday

I ate some food, and watched two of the 4 last episodes I have on Season 1 of One Tree Hill. But Season 2 arrived, so now I have 3 season left to watch before I need to get the last box, just thought that I miiight, just miiight, get cheaper. That would be nice.
At the riding this day I got Dandy. He’s a… sort of nice horse. He is a HELL.. ok, not as Autina, but still a HELL in the stable, but he’s great to ride. And I felt brave, you know? It was a few years since Autina was sold, and since Pickles got killed, I got more and more scared of horses, since I didn’t really take care of anyone. But today, I thought that I for once should try to take care of Dandy, without tieing him up. Guess what?
It worked. He did kick a few times, but it worked out. Now I feel… brave. And Good. But I did start thunk about bad stuff during the riding, not good.
Got home, took a bath, ate, talked to mum, played The Sims, MISSED the half of Dirty Sexy Money! Argh! But Ok. Jennie arrived now though.

Gossip Girl is back on TV this Sunday, LOVELY! I love it.
But, I shouldn’t let Jennie wait more, So bye bye!

Np: In My Dreams – Wig Wam
// Sara

One of my most favourite ones of Lordi. I love it so much, it’s like Lordis It Takes A Fool To Remain Sane you know? It’s oneof these rare songs that tells you to do what you wanna do, and actually succeed. A lot do that, but few succeed, if you ask me. I think I just decided as well that I’ll be seeing HammerFall once and Lordi twice. I heard their new single, ps… it rocks…

I’m a little in love with a guy. Lets call him W. No, I ain’t telling you what school he goes too or how old he is or anything, in case he reads this. He bleached his hair. His beutiful, black hair he bleached and cut. Darn him. That’s why I’m going to find a smoking hot boyfriend at the Sweden Rock festival, haha!

Talking about Sweden Rock, I have now made the list of what bands I’d like to see:
Heaven & Hell
ZZ Top
Europe
Foreigner
HammerFall
Motörhead
Lita Ford
Uriah Heep
Riot
H.E.A.T
Enforcer
Chains
Axident Avenue.

The bold ones are band I AM going to see, the other ones are bands I want to see. I have a list, don’t I? What I also thought of today was what the hell I were supposed to bring. But I came as far that I decided to have only two bags, and then pressure down the clothes as much as possible, so that I can fit other stuff as I might buy there.

I really not sure however I should write more. The only thing beside school as I did today, was the usual – One Tree Hill and The Sims 2. Were supposed to go to Jennie’s, but never did. Tomorrow’s a math test, but also – SHEAR GENIUS!

NP: The Oscar Goes To You – Gotthard
// Sara

One of HammerFall’s best songs but it’s way better live. Honestly. Right now it looks like I won’t be seeing them this tour with Sabaton, but that’s Ok.

Today hasn’t been much. Felt ill this morning, were supposed to help Julia out with a photoshoot, but I cancelled. So I’ve just been watching One Tree Hill.And Magics Secrets Finnaly Revealed. And Gordon Ramsey. And Pamela Anderson. A damn lot of TV with other words.

Right now is Gotthard playing here. Talking about Gotthard, I’d like to tell you about my Jakobson family in the Sims. She have now achieved for goal of having ten kids, and thats a disaster. 4 of them are grown up, except from one, but he’s at university. And she has 5 at home. How does this do ten? Because she had a son called Johan, but he.. disappeard. The nanny stole him. While I remember that I shall check out The Sims 2.se, I made a topic about it ther. But except from her 10 kids, she also have 2 grandkids, and one on it’s way. This will be one big family. Believe me.

I guess that’s it for tonight.

Np: Girls Go Chopping – Lordi
// SAra

Europe song. I think the single was released in 2007 or something similar. Europe isn’t my favourite, but I like them still. As I said: Mötley Crüe, Poison and Danger Danger it is.

Clash of the Choirs had it’s final today, and my favourite choir won. Hanna Hedlund. And last season my favourite Team CANS won, so maybe the teams shoudl start worship me? And maybe pay me for being their support 😉 They seem to win when I’m cheering for them.

I try to look forward, by putting up small goals. As, one day I’m going to buy THAT corset at Odium, I’m going to attend to THAT concert, and believe it or not, it helps. It might sound redicoulus, but to always know that “In the beginning of this summer I will not only go to Sweden Rock, I’ll also dye my hair and get a beutiful corest, and have a beutiful body”. To always have a goal. That’s important. Even if it’s small. And for that matter I actually sent a application for a job today.  I guess we’ll have to see if it works out, hopefully it does. Then will all the money I owe my mum be gone pretty quickly, haha.

This day, before we went looking at ridinggear and visiting grandma, was all about One Tree Hill.  Since I now know that I’ll be having the 2nd season pretty soon, I can with a good mind keep watching Season 1, without having the fear to have nothing to watch.

I guess that’s it for today. Good Night!

Np: När vindarna viskar mitt namn – HammerFall
// Sara

Poison song. It feels like I’ve had this headline before. Or something. Poison is however one of the few bands I really enjoy from the 80’s. Toghter with Danger Danger and Mötley Crüe, I think those are the only ones I REALLY enjoy. Slaughter doesn’t count, neither do KISS. But I don’t like KISS that much either so. I saw them at Sweden Rock festival last year, and they were really good^^ And I got this killer shot of CC DeVille. Maybe I should become a concertphotographer?

We’re having mulitmedia classes right now. Our teacher is having a lecture about Flash,but I already know it. I recieved a email from CDON. Season 2 of One Tree Hill has arrived, and I’ll be ordering it. Talking about One Tree Hill, I have started to loose my interest for it. Not that I don’t want it, but I’m just… not that interested in Season 5. It might be cause of the fact that I’ve already seen many of these episodes (it used to be sent in between Grey’s Anatomy and Gossip Girl on Sundays) so I’ve really started to miss the episodes that are now going on TV everyday. I’m more interested in their teenages. Season 1-4 with other words. So guess if I’m pleased with Season 2 being back in stock? CAN’T WAIT!

Sabaton or Lordi. HammerFall or Fatal Smile. I’m s till considering. The only thing that are clear, is that I’ll see HammerFall at Sweden Rock. I got my ticket two days ago, Lucky as I am! They’re sold out now! I was pretty sure about seeing three Lordi concerts by now, since a special person WON’T be seeing Sabaton, but I’ve started to doubt. Maybe I should take 2-3 Lordi and one Sabaton? or 3 Lordi? (Lordi is doing four concerts in Sweden). Sabaton and HammerFall are Swedish bands. Well, so is Fatal Smile, but they’re the support to Lordi, and Sabaton is the support to HammerFall. Shit. Help med. I realized that I’m running out of Gossip Girl books to. I’m right now reading book 4, but I haven’t ordered book no. 5 yet. But I will, today hopefully. Togheter with Season 2 of One Tree Hill. And season 1 of Dirty Sexy Money. Talking about the Darling dynasty, it’s getting REALLY complicated that serie! I’m glad I’ve followed it ALMOST from the beginning, else I’d be totally lost right now, haha!

Brians son’s mother (not Brians Girlfriend) is having cancer, and first she rejected treatment, but after seeing Karen and Lisa having a catfight over Nick she realized that she couldn’t live that boy with that family. I guess it’s messed up. Really messed up.

Tonight’s riding, and my teacher did promise me to have Kadesh… I guess we’ll have to see if I get him.. hmm..

Np: Not The Nicest Guy You Know – Lordi
/ Sara
www.shearamateur.br.ms

7th track on Wig Wam’s 667 / Hard To Be A Rock n Roller album. At first I didn’t really like it, or, I mean, I LIKED it, but it wasn’t among my favourites. But now it so is. I love it. It’s special. In fact, Wig Wam has more and more started to become my One and Only band again. It’s thanks to them that I am where I am today.

Shear Genius yesterday, and Nekisa was eliminated. It was just about time. Just about fucking time. BUT! Paulo won the Shortcut challenge, and that’s always a good thing! But he was at the bottom two togheter with Nekisa as well. The cut dogs…. and Dee‘s dog was so pretty! A little cutiepie. We recorded while watching Shear Genius actually, so in our weekly vlog, you’ll get to see some of the best parts, haha 😉

One Tree Hill has started to reach the point I started following the series. That sucks. I love the teen years, and I’ve blessed myself with the serieboxes with all the episodes… Lovely.

My rolemodel is Paulo. I know what you think “she-is-so-obsessed-with-shear-genius”… but it’s not that. It’s his individuality, his courage to stand for his point and his choices, even if people keeps pushing him down, he never gives up. THAT is what I love about him. He’s a true rolemodel. I really wanna be like him one day.

OK, I just found a lot of inspiration to write my stories, so I’ll cut it here.

Np: Get Heavy – Lordi
/ Sara

with Lili & Susie, right now playing Oh Mama. I like this version of Oh Mama better than the original version.. more techno, more disco… haha, you never thought You’d hear that from me did you?

Today’s Shear Genius again. Again. I’ve started to write a new novel, called “Born In The Usa” we’ll see how that one works out. And my other novel, without a proper name, just called… öh… I realized the English name for Brottskod:Försvunnen is “Without a Trace” so I don’t know what my novel’s name is, since it was similar to this…

I don’t feel for writing too much right now, just wanted to tell you all about

www.shearamateur.br.ms

VISIT!

NP: Megamix – Lili & Susie

/ Sara

A Goddamn Rocker! The 69 Eyes, saw them at Peace & Love last year. They were really good actually, It’s something with Finnish bands…..

First:

HYVÄÄ SYNTYMÄPÄIVÄ KITA!!!!!

Yesterday was a pretty lazy day. Was at home, watched some One Tree Hill, and then me and Jennie went to Bergvik mall, and got me a ziphoodie. A really nice one, hehe.

Afterwards we got home, watched some Friends and then played The Sims, as usual. Nothing more to add.

We thought of starting a V-log, anyone would be interested in that? We’ll see…

Np: Let The Hammer Fall – HammerFall
// Sara

Wig Wam’s opening song on the 667 album. It’s a great song, I mean, it’s not the best, but it is something special with it you know? I heard it live the very first time in Sarpsborg at the Tumaini party. It was.. strange.. And it has this feeling? Ok – if you haven’t been into Wig Wam as long as me you probably have no clue in what I’m talking about.

Yesterday my extrariding began, and you know something? It was great. It was better than my usual riding. We were only about 5-6 in the group, and everyone was pretty much at the same level (Ok – the other ones are better than me) and instead of doing these basic and simple ways we worked with more advanced stuff, stuffs that I can’t even write about in english. And I had Miranda – a new horse, and she’s… FABOULUS! to qoute Nekisa.

After the stable I went home to wacth off some One Tree Hill episodes, there have started to become quite a few on my mother device, and if I want Shear Genius to be on it I have to get rid of the One Tree Hill ones…

Dirty Sexy Money had it’s new episode too, and I realized that the Darlings world are really fucked up. Letitia have ASKED Jeremy to seduce the one who was pressing charges against her about Dutch‘s murder, and that one, Nola Lyons, on the other hand, is working for Simon Elder, to get inside the Darlings, However, Simon is marrying Karen, so he can have his part of the Darlings Enterprises, which led to that Tripp took away all Karens parts. Nola Lyons has also made her way to work for Patrick as well.
And on the top of that it seems like Nick is divorcing Lisa.

Fucked up? Yes Please.

Np: Every Rose Has It’s Thorns – Poison
// Sara