Sara Hammerzmith

Listening to the Reckless Love cover that Argo sent me this afternoon. It’s amazing.

Ok. Cinderella has changed venue to Klubben, you know the place Lordi played in (had to change to) in 2009. Feels weird, that is LORDIS arena you know. I don’t like combining the Lordi and sleaze world… not at all! But I guess it will be okay. I’ll survive I guess

I’m also taking part in Internationl Sound Contest, as Moldova wih the song “Mr Saxobeat” by Alexandra Stan. All of you should join in and vote for the winners, MOLDOVA! http://internationalsoundcontest.webs.com/ here is the website, join in!

It’s been a chillday in general though. I overslept a bit, ran in the forest, did nothing. I need to get to the bank tomorrow. For your information you know…

TBBT now!
Np: Mr Saxobea – Alexandra Stan
// Sara

SPOILERALERT – The film will be spoiled here.

Yeah. To say something about the film.. Visually, I actually thought it was gonna be more horrible than it was, although I have to say I skipped one scene (the headchopping scene). Else I figured it was pretty much like any other horror film.

But psycic wise, it was horrible. I caught myself crying myself to sleep in anger over the scene of killing Lejla, for the brutality of humankind and I guess that is what the film is about.Not the horror itself, but the meaning behind.

I don’t, however, recommend anyone to ever watch it, and I’m not sure I’ll ever watch it again either. But I don’t regret seeing it either.

// Sara

Because of the fact I have nothing better to do, for the fact I need a transmission on MSN to finish and for the fact I want to disgust myself, I have now decided to watch A Serbian Film.

In context, the film is about a retired pornstar who decides to do one last job before he retires completely to secure his familys financial future, but instead of what he thought was gonna be reality porn, he is dragged into a necrohpilic pedophilic sadistic snuff pornfilm.

It’s considered on the most horrible and disgusting films ever, and I’ve been warned by several users at Helgon, IMDB  filmreviewers and even my brother to not watch it. So of course I watch it.

I’ll put in a twitterfeed so you (in afterhand of course) and read my reactions as the film progresses.

I’ve already seen 15 minutes when I write this, and so far.. I have only been laughing. Good start, I guess.

EDIT: I guess not.

Here it is:
http://twitter.com/Hammerzmith

Opening track on the freshest The Poodles album. I really like it, despite it’s a bit heavier than previously.

Okay. Haven’t said anything in a long time, but this weekend I was attending a The Poodles gig. Which was wellneeded, I really missed it. A review will come up at hårdrock.com (hopefully) within a couple of days. Needless to say, the gig was fine and they did a good job. The setlist was a little boring, but I guess it was also as good as they could do. The crowd sucked too. But I also met the very wonderful Malin there! Apparently me and her have been talking for YEARS but never met… until now. Kinda fun, I knew I recognized her but I couldn’t place her!

But when I woke up the next day I had like, a million bruises. Ok, not a million, but it almost felt like it! But how the heck did I get them? The only thing I remember hurting myself on was a clap on the fence, but that thing more tore my shirt apart than hurt me, but no bruise at that place. Only everywher else… what the fuck…

Don’t know if you see it so well… but its on my arms/elbows and knees. WHY? I don’t know.

Today however has been pretty chill. Been walking, writing a bit about The Poodles and reading before my exam tomorrow. And also; the Reckless Love tickets arrived today! So not it’s more or less settled FOR REAL me and Sofia will be there, since we got the tickets! This is gonna be one kick ass summer. Also got confirmed last friday that Extreme Horse Makeover will take place. Also kickass. Yes, I love this. It’s going smooth.

And oh yeah.. Cinderella in one week! That will be kickass. Leaving for Stockholm on sunday. Oh yeah.

NP: Father To A Son – The Poodles
// Sara

Oh yes. I’m looking forward to a valgel ööl in Helsinki/Tampere together with Sofia and Argo. But first Sofia and I are gonna have valged ööd in Stockholm with Cinderella and then with Alice Cooper. It’s running pretty smooth now. Summer’s gonna be kickass, and we celebrate that with.. VALGED ÖDD!. Hey, what didyou expect?

NP: Valged Ööd – Getter Jaani / Koit Toome
// Sara

I met someone the other day, or last friday. I met someone who will help me get over my old love, actually, it has already started to. The only thing is that I need it to stay. I need it to stay put, and then maybe, maybe, I can heal with her.

It’s a she. She is baycolored, not like the other big horses who are like, generic darkbrown, but cherrybay. Like Lady Axa, you know? Actually, she looks alot like Lady Axa. She’s got the same kind of body and the same shape in the face. Unlike Lady Axa, she doesn’t have a blaze, but a star. She is around 166 cmbig, which usually is way to big for my liking. I asked my ridingteacher about her, and she said she’s an extatic and sensetive horse with alot of power. Pretty much the exact opposite of what I like. As a matter of fact, she is the exact opposite. But she must be one of the most beautiful big horses I have ever seen, and those pretty eyes almost weakend my legs. I’m in love.

She is my exact opposite. But so was Lady Axa. And so was Pickles. But that worked out very well. I guess it’s like they say, Opposites attract.

Last time I felt like this about a horse was the day I saw Lady Axa in the stable. It can’t be wrong this time.
Now I just need the stable to keep her or I shall forever be broken hearted over Lady Axa.

Her name, by the way, is Arabeska. And I’ve fallen for her. Hard.

But I won’t forget you baby, I won’t forget you…

“Being a fan doesn’t mean you were there from the beginning, it means you are willing to be there until the end.”

– Green Day’s Drunken Bunny

So true. I’m not giving up on my bands. Not today.

 
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Getter Jaani’s summerhit from 2010. I’ve really fallen for her, I love her music, I love her persona.. Ahh. Everything about her!

Ok. I’ve been silent for a while. It’s been school. And diseases. And riding. AND NEW STUFF FROM ODIUM :”D
I got my package yesterday right, and I don’t think you know what I ordered, but it was a PVC top with open cleavage, two eyeshadows and a pair of false lashes. When I tried the PVC top I realized one thing. How fucking comfortable PVC really is. I usually think that any “alternative” kind of material is really uncomfortable, and usually so are the case with fake leather (or maybe it is the plastic sticks in it…) but this top was… so comfortable. I didn’t want to take it off! But I had to.. Gotta save it you know!

God I just love it! I have tried the make up aswell, and I fucking love the colors. They were better than I thought they’d be.

The picture doesn’t really do the blue justice, but at least it gives you the idea! And no – this “make up” was just to try out what they looked like, so yes, they are messy and shit. Wasn’t supposed to look pretty at all.

Then we have the long lashes, but I haven’t tried them since I’m afraid I might break them… So I rather wait until I actually PLAN to wear them, just in case :”D

So yes… I also tried to tidy up my room today. I think I got a bit.. before I started arranging my ESC stuff instead. I guess thats a way of cleaning too – I emptied my wallet for german traintickets and I also got away some papers I didn’t need and a few frames. We are all happy!

Now I shall just keep enjoying Getter Jaani. My dearest friend Argo went to her concert today and he recorded a sequence for me. He is golden!

Pretty lady.
NP: Grammofon – Getter Jaani
// Sara

WHAT IS DRAMATURGY?

Dramaturgy, the term comes from the german dramatist Gotthold Ephraim Lezzing. The term was invented between the years of 1767-1770 when he wrote a series of criticizing papers about Hamburg Dramaturgy where he analyzed, criticized and theorized the german theatre.

Yeah… It could also be, when it comes to media, how a medium (TV, Magazine, Radio) build up their stories to create a dramatic scene to keep the readers interested. They usually talk about four different staging.

The first one is the dramatic one, where the medium generally makes the news a sensation and playing alot on what just happened and to make the reader feel like they are a part of it.

The second staging is the lyrical staging, where you play more on the emotional and ceremonial touch of it, but instead of even having an ounce of report in what happened, it just tells you the emotional part.

The third one is epic staging, where you frame something and makes it bigger in an already big event, like, the sensational news about Azerbaijan winning, you as well bring forward about the situation down there.

The fourth and last one is didactic staging, which is completly different to the three previous ones, since this one is the one that focuses more on the information itself, and stays scientific, logical and clean without any personal perspective.

With this we can… No okay.

Yeah. This is what I learnt today while working with my group at school, we are close to be done really! I’d like to go more into dramaturgy, since I somewhat find it interesting, but I don’t wanna spoil what we have accomplished in our group so far until we have officially presented it which we will do on thursday.

This is also the reason I’ve been so off. No, not dramaturgy or narratology per se, but studying over all. Soon done with the first year, and that feels pretty awesome.  Now I shall go and get ready for the movienight I’ll have with Martina and some more friends. But then again, Whattowear?!?!?!?

NP: Bloody Mary – Lady Gaga
// Sara
Sources:
Dramaturgy on Wikipedia
“Seendets språk – exempel från konst,reklam,nyhetsförmedling och semiotisk teori” written by Hasse Hansson, Sten-Gösta Karlsson and Gert Z Nordström, p. 130 forward, edition 1:4 2006

Germanys entry for Eurovision Song Contest, I like it in some strange kind of way. I like the mystery kind of thing going on there…

I’m feeling that last minute stress you always feel at the end of the semester. We have one grouptask that needs to be finished on what, thursday, and we can’t get in touch with our teacher = GREAT. We can’t really continue without a comment from her either. Oh well, I guess we will fix it somehow… And then there is this last exam. I figured I could fix the questions on work tomorrow. So I can study. And fix the damn thing.

I’m gonna see The Poodles live next week. It’s been a while since I saw them, and for being one of my big bands that is pretty rare (‘cept from bands like Wig Wam that doesn’t care for a tour that is…) so that’s gonna be nice. And nine days after The Poodles it’s time for Cinderella… And so on. It’s running pretty smooth, but I have a few more things I need to squeeze in this summer, I don’t know how to find time for everything! It’s insane!

And… I wanna warn on behalf that I will in a near future make a big deal out of the neighbourvoting thing again. It disturbs me so much.

Oh, great, “Rockefeller Street”. DANCING TIME. See you tomorrow!

NP: Rockefeller Street – Getter Jaani
// Sara